"Noble deeds and hot baths are the best cures for depression." - Dodie Smith
Sometimes I don't feel like myself.
That means I don't feel like rehashing my days.
Some days I just don't care.
And that's not like me, yet it's a part of me anyway.
I don't get it.
Wednesday (Feb. 17):
Katie and I kept Levi's girlfriend, Anna, in our room for a few days while she attended the Honor Choir Festival.
That was kind, right?
Sure.
Thursday (Feb. 18):
Took photography midterm.
Didn't whine about it.
That was kind, right?
Why not?
Friday (Feb. 19):
Let people cut me off in traffic without yelling at them...to myself.
Whee.
Sabbath (Feb. 20)
Went to Honor Choir concert...though I wanted to sleep.
It was awesome.
They did great.
Made me miss the olden days.
Today:
Held some doors.
Bought Sonic drinks.
Impulsively bought 10 songs on iTunes.
The Creamy Bean was closed.
Whatever.
I just want to be happy.
I just want to be done with this.
I just want to go home.
I'm done.
But I won't give up.
I wasn't raised that way.
I will ignore my self-pity and deal with it.
Whatever.
I don't even make sense any more.
Whatever.
"One can't complain. I have my friends. Someone spoke to me only yesterday." - Eeyore
Hello my dear Tayto! I'm sorry I haven't commented on any of your blogs yet but I have truly enjoyed reading them so far and hope you continue to post them.
ReplyDeleteYou are an incredibly caring, strong, and talented young woman, dear cousin! You have no idea how proud I am of you! I know being away from home has to be incredibly difficult (seriously doubt I could have done it!) but you are a trooper. Know that we all love you! Keep your chin up, sunshine and warmer days are coming. :)
-Em
Noooooooooo worries! I know you are a busy, busy lady - it is no problem. I appreciate you taking the time to read them!
ReplyDeleteYou are very kind, I appreciate you so much. I am trying to hang in there - things are just so busy here, it is easy to feel overwhelmed. I am ready for a break! Thankfully we are coming home soon so we can rest.
I can't wait for spring - I am so ready for sunshine!